Three years is a hell of a long time
and I've obviously forgotten how much I hate proportions
. Like actually. I don't deeply dislike
proportions. I hate
its very existence, its very essence. D: Proportions can take a swan dive into SM's cellar of no return (home to things like f(x)'s comeback, SM the Ballad's Jino & the Wolf drama MV) AND NEVER DARKEN MY DOOR AGAIN. k thx bai (truthfully, I'll probably be begging for proportions' forgiveness and cooperation once I realize its necessity in realism haaha..ha..ha.). In all seriousness though, if I think back, that's probably why I preferred to art 'cutely' with chibis rather than realistically since I never took art class to properly learn realism/artsy techniques (oh let me go back to 9th grade just to take art for a semester, please?).
Trust Jongdae and his ridiculously well structured
face (i h8 yew so much chenchen like wtf mai emotes ugh) to bring out the hibernating perfectionist in me. My whole bed/floor/puppy/self/world is buried under eraser shavings and sketchbook scraps & it's finally now that I'm remembering how much fun/frustrating art was! So far so good though, there's been progress!
Pretty sure everyone in the house is tired of hearing the XOXO album by now, considering I've had it on repeat for practically the whole day as I sketched for motivation & inspiration (sorry, it's for a good cause..? <3)
If you're still around, I've just wasted a couple minutes of your life that you'll never get back. Sorry~!
(but not really, hearts all around <33333 does this make it better? no? okay.)
I probably won't be finished this bb for a while (I art really slowly, don't judge me o_o) so..
Should I post up a WIP? (;